Darling has started his reservist on Monday. Regardless of how tired and sleepy I am at night, I simply am not able to fall asleep without him next to me. It just feels so weird, like something is missing. Guess I am a bit too reliant on him, but what to do when this is the guyI am going to spend the rest of my life with, I ought to be reliant on him right? Hehe... And yes lo, I am reliant on him. Too used to spending a lot of time with him.. Thankfully the past week he managed to book out (oh man, it's been donkey years since I used this term 'bookout') a couple of nights, on Monday and Wednesday nights. So at least I managed to catch some real sleep these 2 nights, but the next morning he had to wake up at 530 a.m. and I woke up with him! LPPL... End up still so tired.

Darling has started his reservist on Monday. Regardless of how tired and sleepy I am at night, I simply am not able to fall asleep without him next to me. It just feels so weird, like something is missing. Guess I am a bit too reliant on him, but what to do when this is the guyI am going to spend the rest of my life with, I ought to be reliant on him right? Hehe... And yes lo, I am reliant on him. Too used to spending a lot of time with him.. Thankfully the past week he managed to book out (oh man, it's been donkey years since I used this term 'bookout') a couple of nights, on Monday and Wednesday nights. So at least I managed to catch some real sleep these 2 nights, but the next morning he had to wake up at 530 a.m. and I woke up with him! LPPL... End up still so tired.