Having worked for so long in this company, I have never felt more terrible than now, especially in my condition now, I feel super vulnerable. I actually pity myself for having to take on her job responsibilities and not being able to rest if I need to (which I really feel the need to right now), and not having any back-ups. This is the first time in my entire working life that I have actually cried myself to work, how pitiful is that. I feel like a young kid again, waking up in tears and not wanting to go to school. My very doting hubby instructed me to stay at home to rest, but the workaholic me, still pushed myself and went to work, never felt shittier before in my entire working life. Reaching office was worse, I felt very anti-social and I simply couldn't bring myself to talk to any other pple, and had the urge to cry every now and then. Think the job is taking its toll on me, or is it my hormones acting up? I need a good break very soon. If she doesn't come back soon, I guess I will not be able to get any better at all. If I had been an asshole to you lately, pls forgive me, I am really sufferring quite badly. If you can't forgive me, it's ok, I am not really bothered about whether you forgive or not.

Having worked for so long in this company, I have never felt more terrible than now, especially in my condition now, I feel super vulnerable. I actually pity myself for having to take on her job responsibilities and not being able to rest if I need to (which I really feel the need to right now), and not having any back-ups. This is the first time in my entire working life that I have actually cried myself to work, how pitiful is that. I feel like a young kid again, waking up in tears and not wanting to go to school. My very doting hubby instructed me to stay at home to rest, but the workaholic me, still pushed myself and went to work, never felt shittier before in my entire working life. Reaching office was worse, I felt very anti-social and I simply couldn't bring myself to talk to any other pple, and had the urge to cry every now and then. Think the job is taking its toll on me, or is it my hormones acting up? I need a good break very soon. If she doesn't come back soon, I guess I will not be able to get any better at all. If I had been an asshole to you lately, pls forgive me, I am really sufferring quite badly. If you can't forgive me, it's ok, I am not really bothered about whether you forgive or not.