It's 11 days to James & my wedding. We should be happily counting down to our big day, but we are not. James' Grandma passed away this morning. We will still hold our wedding on 5th Dec, coz 1) she is his maternal Grandma, 2) it is within 100 days from her demise.

However I am not allowed to go down to pay my last respects to her. Neither are my parents allowed to. James is not allowed to come back to my place to sleep, which means I will be on my own this whole week, doing the wedding preps, going for my final gown fitting, and not able to meet him.

I hope he is coping well, this is afterall the time that he needs me most, and yet I am unable to be beside him. It's going to be a very emotional week for him, and also for me, I just hope that we can go through the ordeal together, and that we are still able to get married on a happy note.

It's 11 days to James & my wedding. We should be happily counting down to our big day, but we are not. James' Grandma passed away this morning. We will still hold our wedding on 5th Dec, coz 1) she is his maternal Grandma, 2) it is within 100 days from her demise.

However I am not allowed to go down to pay my last respects to her. Neither are my parents allowed to. James is not allowed to come back to my place to sleep, which means I will be on my own this whole week, doing the wedding preps, going for my final gown fitting, and not able to meet him.

I hope he is coping well, this is afterall the time that he needs me most, and yet I am unable to be beside him. It's going to be a very emotional week for him, and also for me, I just hope that we can go through the ordeal together, and that we are still able to get married on a happy note.